What I wanted then
was not
what you wanted then
no amount of trying to match
was crossing the chasm
of the egos we had
Not knowing
making choices on less info
mad a bigger mess to overcome
for more than two
I wonder how to forgive the self
of others' hurt and sorrow
that they can find joy
making better days
now and tomorrow
Perfection woulda been wonderful
human is all that could be
built in flaws that raged on
Figuring I don't deserve much more
since I couldn't handle what I was given
I denied myself any companionship
coupled with that much desired
unconditional love
The epiphany that hit me
did not send me out the door
it simply left tears to fall
from a heart that tore
then scarred
There is not much more to tell
surrender to this hell
move on
give more
from where
where from
KateyB
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