Sunday, May 14, 2017

In your Moon






The moon came through the open window
 on an unexpected breeze
 whilst I was sleeping.  

It brushed the hair back from my face
 then kissed me upon my forehead.
I smiled knowing you had sent it 
 as you have done ever since we parted.  

In your moon
I slept
in peace.
Only touching my lips
to it
as I awoke
to send it back
to 
You.


Thursday, May 11, 2017

aberrant companions






My soul sometimes bleeds through sleep, leaving me bewildered with a wakefulness that was less about thoughts and more about deep penetrating feelings that left scars so very long ago one almost but never forgets nor forgot.  

I just wished there were even one other soul buried inside one other human that I might connect with in silent understanding so that sitting with no spoken words was a deep presence desired by both.  

Like a human who wishes to fly ~ this soul has turned ghostly white waiting for its release.  

Perhaps in the mists or even the darkness I might find you to commune with whilst both of our souls remain encased in these human sarcophagi.




Sunday, May 7, 2017

Pour another Ginger and Jack



Sit down upon the glider
 surrounded by the coolness
 of the late spring breeze
 flowing through the open windows 

Pull the music close 
stare at the unfinished canvas
 that begs for attention
 getting only the distance of the mind
 now lulled in peaceful contentment

She was far away
in the nearness of this day
remembering those times 
when nothing interrupted
the joy of reflection that
now comes back to be
if only her eyes now could see
she came full circle 
in silent reverie


Where did you go

Was I really so foolish

Thinking I had to let you go

Why did I not sit next to you

And wait forever and a day





Sunday, April 2, 2017

(snippets of) memento mori [now with postlude]

Day 10
National Poetry Month









I.
remember you must die
with the remembering 
comes the living more sensitively

the sip of coffee becomes the last drink
the view of the tree out the window
becomes that last look

in each moment that death is remembered
living becomes that more grand in the simplicity

why do we look for ways to dull our senses when 
we are down about our circumstances
we do it to die rather than live
yet living through, promises the triumph
of knowing we can do it
we can make it through and be more
than the circumstances that seemed 
at a point before to control us

Look for life in the reminders of death
that living might be just that grand 
in the schema of human strifes
there is living to be done
surprises to take in with our breaths


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
II.
she feels convicted by words on a page
then not wanting to deal within
she stomps on the author to end
denial is her only friend
yet in the acts of desired hurt
she forgets her life is worth 
as much as any human's
for death is but one last breath
but living is exactly what she might make of it
she is scared of her own shadow
so screams and screeches at others
with grand bravado
as if that makes her taller and stronger
she missed yet another chance to
begin her life and shape it
with an attitude of gratitude
her green eyes dart around 
to find anyone else to criticize
so she does not have to experience
her own life
then take responsibility for living

she has neglected memento mori
yet others see it in her
to then live with their own purpose
more greatly convicted

come forth glory
of the life
living brings!


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
III.
he sucks down yet another drink
in hopes he can forget what he can not now change
while he is wallowing in self pity
he is justifying by shaming and blaming others
yet if he sobered to recognize the skull
simply reminds that 
he too can take charge of his own life
begin again to shape with his own breath
what he wants in these breathless moments
before tipping off the mountain top
to exhilirate in the moments 
he can now appreciate
knowing that every human is promised death
every human can make life at his best
bring the senses out of the fog
rise up knowing them 
embrace as a part of the whole
and BE which is great.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

IV.

through blue lenses reflect such wondrous light
tis fine imperfect as wabi sabi 
for in those cracks 
more light
more living
more reminders
than soon enough
life ends
make of it 
what she can
while she can.
Lenses of blue light
reflecting back again.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
V.

no, work is what he knows
what defines him most
he missed out on several chances
he may well miss out yet again.
Humbleness is becoming.
When pride is set aside
connections can be made
yet again.....
for there was a willingness
still is
that living can be done
together now and then
breathe
see what can happen
if only you let your full self
be what it has hope it could be
in spite of your grabbing
holding your breath
so that living did not have to accept
the imperfections of building connections
one living stone moment at a time

breathe then live
beginnings are available
as long as aire can be taken in

living is not predictable but
aye aye captain
death is.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~
VI.

We set sail tomorrow
with cracks here and there
will we make it in storms
of course as long as life
is reminded of its preciousness
as death is all we can count upon.

Breathe in
Exhale out
Look at the sails fill with wind
Remember to stand at the bow
Smile as the miles of ocean
fold under the ship.

Purpose of living 
is what we each make of it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Postlude

If but for Love
she would not know the loss
Weeping does not wash away that Love
rather it refreshes the life that lives
with LOVE forever in the Heart.

She grieves 
because she Loves
yet Love is worth
that price.


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